tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33897603865727853022024-03-08T04:50:10.113-06:00out of his closetKimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988861602345878922noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3389760386572785302.post-51394895212515310262011-02-03T19:53:00.000-06:002011-02-03T19:53:14.145-06:00I've spent quite a lot of timethis week cuddling Miss M. She's so amazing. She fills up my heart, and hearing her laughter is the biggest blessing in my day. I really do adore this girl ~ she's 14, with a wicked sense of humor and a love of Sheryl Crow, Jason Mraz, Metallica (yes, still!), and Queen. She hates Alanis Morrisette with a purple passion. Actually, she will love almost any song Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988861602345878922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3389760386572785302.post-32677915017449127522011-01-30T11:29:00.000-06:002011-01-30T11:29:23.651-06:00What a weekend...He moved this week. From an "extended stay motel" into a 1 BR apartment about 7 minutes from me and Miss M.
(one of) His girlfriend(s) flew down from Far-Away-State to help him move in and get settled. I gave up one of my four nights "free" per month so he could move. He picked Miss M up yesterday morning (late, of course, and I had to hustle to work) and then texted me Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988861602345878922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3389760386572785302.post-45978908234974976702011-01-27T16:00:00.002-06:002011-01-27T16:03:46.448-06:00I've come a long way.I abandoned this blog. I felt too exposed here, even though this is nothing but an online journal that I thought literally no one read. I was wrong. Someone took it upon him- or herself and shared the link with someone else, and the whole thing blew up yesterday. It isn't my story to tell, so I won't.
What I will do is write a little update on me and The Divine Miss M.&Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988861602345878922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3389760386572785302.post-56383068513349888892010-10-23T22:30:00.000-05:002010-10-23T22:30:27.762-05:00So much has changedWeek before last, I found the sweetest little dollhouse of a home for The Divine Miss M. Next Saturday, I'll be moving us into it (always looking for cheap help! LOL) It's so cute ~ small, but with pretty hardwood floors and a front porch & back deck. This weekend has been spent packing. The next 5 days will be spent packing. Please Lord, don't let my back or Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988861602345878922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3389760386572785302.post-54742669356490970642010-10-16T22:34:00.000-05:002010-10-16T22:34:15.259-05:00Strangely happyI find myself enjoying our new life.
I don't know why I'm surprised by this, but I am. The tension in the house is gone. When he walked out, it went with him. Honestly, I had no idea it was such a part of my life until it was gone. Miss M (my daughter) knew. She didn't sleep when he lived here. At least once a week, and usually more than that, she Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988861602345878922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3389760386572785302.post-90748116819088193752010-10-12T22:15:00.000-05:002010-10-12T22:15:36.515-05:00SilenceHe went on vacation. Left on Wednesday and came back sometime last night. Didn't call the child while he was gone. No texts. No contact at all.
I am not surprised.
Our child has multiple special needs. Caring for her is a full-time job. I have help (via a Medicaid waiver program) or I couldn't do it. I work outside the home. I work inside the Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988861602345878922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3389760386572785302.post-27702597501441553752010-10-10T17:53:00.000-05:002010-10-10T17:53:16.829-05:00Why now?I've been married for almost 21 years.
In 2001, my beloved husband had an affair that left me bereft. I thought I might die. While his indiscretion was a woman, at our reconciliation he offered that he is bisexual. He'd "experimented" in college with men. He fantasized about men. He still loved me and wanted to work out our problems and recommit to our marriage.
We Kimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02988861602345878922noreply@blogger.com0